Sexaye came and left .
Hais, Im really bored lahs dude .
Stupid Tiffany, say want t see the blog, in the end dont know die t where .
Arsehole, well, updated
FookYourArsey today !
Felt proud of myself for posting that on Sexaye's computer .
M supposed t call Arthur later at 9:30pm upon his request t do so .
Supposed t call Brand later too, at his request t discuss about some issue .
Laaaaaaaaaaa, Im so bored till I kept disturbing DanstonAhkor .
I think he's really horny after reading my post in
FookYourArsey.
Hoho, sicko .
Well, thanks t Sexaye in advance for helping me print !
Thanks loads aye !
Forget it, treat it as I never said that before .
Bused t school today .
Cant believe, early in the morning, saw Junhao waiting for Eugene Tan .
Saw Desmond at the bus stop .
Waited for the gate t open with Chloe and Jengteng .
Went t class, and was damn high alrights .
I was listening t songs on my MP3 and it made me damn high .
Wilfred, Denise, DanstonAhkor and Henry arrived next .
Before Tiffany and more others came .
Continued my booby game with Tiffany .
Talked about some issues with her .
Mr Chong came soon aftermath and opened t class .
I forgot what I did by then .
I remember sleeping in English class and having recess with Tiffany and co .
That's all bahs, Im pretty lazy t elaborate further .
Well, sorry t Hector for missing out his tag .
Hector : Hhahs, found it only now . Slowpok .
Sexaye's coming later !
Im tired .
How much i wish you were here, holding my hand, walking down the path with me .Sexaye's still at my house .
God, im so bored .
Talked t AhkissBobo just now .
God lahs, i miss her loads uh . Totally drifted apart with her . ):
She's in Malaysia currently .
Had a great time talking t her man .
She's really nice t talk t . I felt better after talking t her .
Loveeeeeeeeeeeee her t the max lahs !
Now, hopping around blogs and still talking t my beloved Bobo .
22th, Im sorry t you .
I know you've treated me well .
But still, I needa t come clean with how i feel towards you .
I cant just cheat you of your vulnerable feelings .
Thanks for being there for me .
Somehow, I only treat you as a great companion, a great brother .
Im sorry .
Good luck t you in finding your true love .You really made me doubt your love for me .
Im starting t wonder, are we fit t be together in the first place ?----------------------------------------------------------------
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Jade : Hhahs, thanks . (:
Sweet Eighteen : Checked out alr .
The Princess Closet : I've checked it out alr . Mind if you dont advert so frequently ?
Weiai/Ahkiss : I hopped blogs . Added .
Jade : Hm, your last sentence doesn't make me happy eh .
Peiying : Hellos .
Photo credited t Cherine .
Posting using Sexaye's com now .
Well, yesterday night, chatted with Arthur before going t bed .
Like talk for one hour plus then my parents didn't scold .
Returned back t school today finally .
Walked t school early in the morning with Mum .
Lols, i was damn high the whole way .
As i was listening t Boys Over Flowers Ost .
My Mum thought i was crazy for real .
Reached school soon after .
The teachers at the gate was damn funny .
Went t class, and i was early .
Talked around abit and people soon arrived .
The hot topics was H1N1 and Michael Jackson .
Yes, was talking about how sad and tragic his life was .
Recess and went t Mac Lab .
Had fun deesiaoing Jansen .
Return t class for lessons and ding dong .
Well, had fun today playing with Tiffany .
Boobya .
Omg, im having a really bad running nose now .
Wtf, it's so terrible lahs .
I kept on sniffing till my nose are god damn red alr lahs .
Lols, Rudopfh or whatever you call it lahs .
Siannnn, completed Maths and Geography finally .
Yours truly currently watching Boys Over Flowers .
I cried lahs, stupid show, made me all wattery .
Made me laugh like crazy too, idiot .
But still, Lee Min Ho rocks t the max man .
Bored t the core man, im so bored .
Anyone just come entertain me ?
Both Sexaye and Arthur off t die somewhere, couldn't contact till them .
Jade nor Genesis nor anyone else isn't online either .
Super duper bored eh .
Very well, this is a message t WeifengAhkor :
Last long with your Chinteng or whatever .
Dont hurt her like what you did t the others in the past alrights .
Let me know you hurt her ahs, you first t die .
-----------------------Yes, i know it's random lahs but cause bored mahs .
Laaaaa, im super bored lahs !
Walaos, i seriously buay tahan alr lahs !
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
Laaaaaa, Jun Pyo saved Jandi ! Yeah !
But it would be better if he saved me .
It's so cute when they show him learning swimming .
Diediedie, my computer's lagging miserably .
I start t wonder if we're born t be together .
We all started as strangers then t lovers .
We both put much love into our story .
In the end, made us had so much hurt and pain .
You left me, leaving me t clean up the mess you left behind .
My heart, still aching terribly, doubting the love you had for me in the past .
Well, if you had a choice, would you come back t me ?See the change in me, people .
Tags replies .Jade : Im alr agitated .
The Princess Closet : Will support once i've money .
AngelineKhoo : Opps, i lost your link .
Jade : He is, but he seem t forget that im his mei too ?
Peiying : Thanks .
Jade : I'll try t do so .
Maryn : I'll link you asap .
Yinglin :Yesyes, i found alot korean things you know .
Kahmay : No lor, so unenthu one lahs .
Jade : Not referring t you lahs .
The Princess Closet : Will support once i've money .
Erin : Hey Sweetheart, i'll link asap .
Jade : Suresure, i'll tag you de .
Jenna : It depends, cause im usually online late at night these days .
Sungchang : Lols, i've got your 4 bucks ready alr . But i dont get t see you eh
Sungchang : Bastard, scold me one more time and you're dead .
Sungchang : Bastard, i've been out but i dont see you eh .
Sungchang : Bastard, call me someday t meet so i can pass you eh .
Ruimin : Thanks for the tag uh . Yes, meetups !
------------------------------------Yes, totally freak out man .
Parents quarelled and dragged me into it .
Cause of it, i cant really enjoy the last few days of my holidays .
Im pretty looking forward t school alr yea .
Im like rotting like shit lahs .
I haven complete almost all of my homework .
Wlaos, utter disappointment in myself lahs dude .
Shit lahs, how eh .
Later teachers will kpkb again, hais .
Fancy me chionging the homework on last day of school .
Finally done the Ace-Learning thing with Peiying's help .
Thannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnks man !
Yesterday, like around 2am, talked t Arthur .
Had a great time . Thanks Arthur .
Well, shouldn't waste my time anymore .
Off t complete as many homework as i can .
Got really pissed off with some trivial matters .
Went for piano lesson after finish watching my show .
Got the results of my piano exam previously .
I dare not say that I’ve attained good results .
But somehow, it was better then I thought it was .
Mum and Dad came t fetch me though they aren’t on talking terms .
Homed, and watched the tv .
Well, had a really good chat with Hector and Arthur previously .
Originally, I intended t talk t Sexaye .
However, she didn’t pick up the phone .
So called Hector followed by Arthur in the end .
Hector’s really irritating, but I don’t know why eh, I trust him loads .
And obviously, he’s busy playing Maple as usual .
Chatted for quite some time before I went on t call Arthur .
Johnathan’s at Arthur’s place again .
I wonder what they always do together eh .
Talked t Arthur for quite long, rare chat I had with a guy recently .
He’s a nice person, and he made me have a 马来鼓guy feeling eh .
I even thought that he resembles him lahs .
Talkedtalkedtalked before I proceeded t my beloved computer .
Today’s kinda a sad day .
Legendary King of Pop, Michael Jackson passed away at age 50Though I aren’t a great fan of his, Im still sad alrights .
He’s sucha a music genius .
If not for him, there wont be mookwalk dances now .
I still remember when I was young, I watched his biography .
I still remember when he goes shopping .
He always says, “I want this one, and that one, and that one too !”
I still remember, Nsps classmates would always call Jackson MJ .
When he’s still young, he look not bad .
But due t his personal preferences, he undergo plastic surgery .
It isn’t all his fault t look like that what .
Imagine it yourself, would you want yourself t be ugly ?
If me, not even fan of him, would be devastated over his death .
How would his million number of fans, friends and family be ?
He’s sucha a poor thing seriously .
Rest in peace, Michael Jackson . 2:26pm, 25th June 2009Hais, super shag now . Cant imagine how chui im when school reopens .
WeihanAhbye just talked t me !
Yeah, I miss my Ahbye loads lahs !
Nokia Music Store, download now !
Shake up with Nokia Comes With Music !
Im seriously tired alr .
Tired of all the stupid things i did . Hais .
Talked t Sexaye for quite sometimes just now .
Had great fun talking t her .
Yesterday night, after returning from gathering .
Called Arthur up t have a small chat .
Felt better after telling him how i felt .
Thanks for being there for me t talk t eh !
22th, I've saw those things you wrote in your blog .
I truly felt bad alrights .
Im so torn between two decisions . How eh ?
Jean's back t blogging .
Hopped blogs, and saw this .
Decided t help, maybe ordering the brownies too .
24th June 09, Wednesday After my last post, went out with Mum .
The first person i saw was Ms Shereen .
She hasn't changed much since the last time i saw her uh .
Reach Compass soon after and went t take Mrt .
When we reach Buangkok, i saw a familiar figure .
And guess who i saw ? MinjingGreatestLove !
She's with a few seniors from our school and her "Sweetie" .
Ohmy, she's really paiseh wor .
Went t try out the Circle Line after we reached Serangoon .
Somehow, i got really pissed off and started complaining t my Mum .
Reached Orchard soon enough and proceedded t Takashimaya .
Shopped and bought many things . Mum paid for them can .
Ate the delicious food there, and enjoyed the brunch alot .
Went t Far East afterwhich, and bought the belts i had my eye on previously .
Had a quick snack and walked t the Mrt station .
My Mum saw the friend whom she went partying with when she's young .
Lols, it's weird you know . Like they last time 20 over years never meet alr .
25th June 09, ThursdayHad a major tiff with Mum early in the morning when i woke up .
Went out t Bishan t get food and proceeded t Clementi .
Had family gathering and truely enjoyed myself there .
Lazy t elaborate further, so pictures will do the talking .
I know i look dumb in all this photos . -.-
All photos would be posted next time .
Sorry eh, i know you're sad about my attitude towards you .
But somehow, i really cant help it eh .
It's really weird t me, sorry .
I've recently fell in love with the font you call, "Trebuchet Ms"
Omg, i seriously think the font's chio can .
Sian, im so bored .
Nah, didn't go for Hector's birthday celebration .
Needa go for some serious shopping with Mum, since Sexaye's not around .
She's still at Genting, enjoying the cool air .
But somehow, today's weather isn't very good either, quite cool too .
Shaggggggggggggg lahs .
Was talking t Qinyu and Jade .
Qinyu told me that she visited Yaode today, and he's in good condition .
Thank god, pray that Yaode would behave himself inside, and be out soon .
I think im going t town, and t Takashimaya .
Mum says that she spotted something really nice for me there .
Laaaaa, off i go t enjoy my maggi mee, Bye .
22th, dont worry too much alr . Go enjoy the celebration !
Back t blog, and not on mia alr !
I've tried changing my blogskin, but i dont know if it's nice .
So people, click on the image t enlarge, and tell me your views !
220609, 9:33pm .
I heart the 22th . ♥
Im bored, so decided t do this quiz i found .
1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Hm, if i really like that person, no .
2. How about drinking?
Same answer as the previous one .
3. Do you want someone you cant have?
Yes, totally .
4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
It's their problem isn't ?
5. Whats your favorite sport?
No favourite, cause i dont do sports .
6. Its Saturday night, you're home alone, what do you do ?
Er, call friends over t my place or chat on the phone .
8. Can you do the splits?
Sadly, no .
9. Do you like roller coasters?
Depends the size of the roller coaster .
10. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
When fate comes .
11. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
LEE MIN HO LAHS ! HE TOTALLY ROCKS CAN !
12. Whats your favorite band?
No favourite .
13. What are you doing this weekend?
Hm, enjoying the last few days of the holidays .
14. Whats your favorite restaurant?
None t be exact .
15. Do you usually fall for the right or wrong girl/boy?
Hm, i dont know and dont care .
16. Have you ever hugged someone?
Yes, duh .
17. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
No, it's gross .
18. Do you like anyone right now?
None of your business .
21. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face .
23. Which do you prefer, beach or the mountains?
Beach .
24. What kind of phone do you have?
Housephone .
26. Computer or laptop?
Both's okay, if have internet connection .
27. What is your favorite store?
None .
28. Jeans or sweats?
No way, Fbts please .
29. Which year has been the best so far?
Er, depends .
30. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
15 .
31. What should you be doing right now?
Study, study, study .
32. What is your favorite tv show?
None in exact . I like most things .
33. What's been your last purchase?
Clothes .
34. Are you attracted to girls/boy that smoke?
Depends bahs .
35. Would you want a chill laid back gf/bf or a party animal?
Er, i catch no balls lahs dey .
36. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
Yes, it's stupid .
37. Explain your dream car:
Hm, i dont have a dream car .
38. What do you do when you're at home?
Idk .
39. Whats your favorite subject?
History .
40. What's the best thing that happened to you?
T be able t stead with him once .
나는 당신이 가는 것을 시키는 후회합니다.
위로 채워지는 함께 저희의 기억, 항상 나의 마음이라고.
나는 좋은 여자 친구일 수 있지 않는을 위해 당신에게 유감스럽습니다.
그러나, 사랑해요 명심하십시오.
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Peeps, Jean's back again t post about today .
Well, it's okays lahs .
Woke up at around 9am and went Katong with Mum .
Walked t North Vista bus stop, took 87 and 40 .
Reached Katong about an hour later, and got things done quickly .
Mum treated me t Katong Laska, and was really good .
Rushed up t school and met Sexaye .
Saw Yaobin and Haiqal .
Walked t the bus stop near Tiffany's house .
Before that, we spotted this really cute and stupid cat .
Jumped into the drain and dont wna come out, followed one uncle .
Went t take bus, Mum called .
Saw Kailun and was shocked .
Reached Hougang soon, and went t the haircut shop .
Sexaye cutted her fringe while i had straightening .
Needa really thank Sexaye for helping me pay first . Thanks ya !
Aftermath, went bus t Johnathan's friend, Arthur's house .
He've got this really cute but somehow pervertic poodle .
It kept following me and dashing into Sexaye's ahbye .
LOLs, had a game of Uno with Jeffrey, Johnathan and Arthur .
Used the com, and etc before going t get some snacks .
Bused t Compass afterwhich, and went arcade .
Said hellos t SengkiongSuperhero when he's busy playing racing cars .
Went over t say hi t Leon too, disturbing him from his game .
Talked t Leon abit, played drum with Sexaye .
I totally suck at it and was shouting the way lahs .
Soon, Johnathan, Jeffrey, Hector, Junxian arrived .
Talked t Hector about Seryun and Sexaye awhile, and left .
Bused home, saw Sipei .
Talked t Johnathan and co later at night .
Hector totally made my day by cracking those silly jokes . Thanks !
LEE MIN HO's BDAE !Happy Birthday t Lee Min Ho !
Well, back for posting awhile .
I cant really remember what happened recently .
Except for those tears, and quarells between me and Mum .
Yesterday, was not bad .
Was originally supposed t do project work at Sexaye's house .
However, some things cropped up and didn't have the chance t do so .
Saw WeifengAhkor and his stead and of course my dearest JoshuaFather .
Gave Father a suprise tap on his shoulder, and scared him .
Talked t Ahkor and stead for awhile before going t Mac with Sexaye .
Sexaye bought her things t eat, and headed back t her house t get handphone .
Stayed at the playground there t talked t Ahkor and stead .
Ahkor then left for the resident corner t talk about some things .
Talked t Ahkor's stead for abit . Shy girl she is .
Ahkor then came back with his friend, Edmund, which i mistook for Fabian .
Opps, sorry eh .
Went t take 136 with Sexaye t go Hougang for her haircut .
Spotted Jianhao and co too . (I hope i never see wrongly) .
The bus, almost met with an accident cause of a reckless cyclist .
He dash out of the road suddenly when the bus' crossing .
Stupid, made our neck pain .
Reached Hougang soon enough, and went t find shop Sexaye mentioned .
Cant find it, and i brought her t Alan and Guys .
I visited them once, and it was okay lahs .
She had her haircut, and then we went back t her house .
While waiting for the bus' arrival, went t the shop nearby .
Saw Edmund with his friend .
It's weird you know, we waiting for bus t go Hougang, then they talking .
When we finished our business there, they arrived .
When our bus came, back t Sexaye's house .
And you know what, Edmund and friend got back alr .
Sexaye got the things she wanted, then we left for Compass .
Met Johnathan, SengkiongSuperhero, Brian, Leon, Junxian, Jeffrey and co .
Wlaos, kns, they so many people never tell us .
Told Brian that he should be happy, cause ________ .
Also, told Leon and Johnathan about so and so's thing .
Sexaye didn't wna go Plaza Sing with them, so we headed t Mrt ourselves .
However, the timing was abit wrong, so we went t the arcade instead .
Played racing cars with her and the basketball thingy .
I bet the arcade things are very noob, lousy lahs .
Aftermath, went back t her house before we are sleeping .
Saw Longboon, Tianhuat's younger brother .
Lols, his skin colour changed much with all his Ncc training man .
Texted my Dad and Sexaye's laughing about the way he text .
Super duper slow dude .
Went Future and played abit before Sexaye sent me back home .
Thannnnnnnnnnnks a thousand Sexaye !
Parents came back soon, anndddddddddddddddd, got new stuffs .
Dad bought a new Samsung Omnia phone, god, chio phone lahs .
Mum told me she's gonna bring me t Takashimaya t get the bag she saw .
Mwahahaha, somehow, they've got lots of vouchers recently eh, good siol .
After some rest, continued t go out at night .
Went t Kallang Old Airport street t have dinner .
The food there is simply great lahs ! Yumyum . Good food lahs !
After which, headed t Singapore River .
Was really beautiful and took loads of pictures on Dad's new phone .
I was totally having so much fun with the functions of the phone lahs .
There were many couples around, kissing and hugging, abit gross .
After that, went t the Marina Barrage or something like that .
Was told by Mum that was the place which the Mickey thing was held .
The place was totally romantic alrights .
I wna you be there with me .Well, had fun taking many photos too, which would be posted next time .
Went back home around 12 plus, and received loads of miss calls .
Huogai, serve that arse right .
Going t Wild Wild Wet with Sexaye soon, moneymoney please .
Hector's birthday celebration coming soon toooooo .
Nah, dont wna go with Johnathan and co, but would give present t him uh .
Regardddddddddddddddddds Hector !
Boy, i wna you be mine again .Regretted my foolish decision in the past .
Regretted whatever i did in the past, sorry .
Blogged, tags replied, and offline !
My 101th day without you, life's a bore .Currently on hiatus .
Would be replying t tags as usual .
Leave me an offline msg if you wna find me .
Would be back asap, takecares people .
An hopeless failure in love .
Sorry for those heartbreaking moments .
It's sad for me too, really sorry .
I dont wna this way either .
Sorry dude . Still friends aye .
I hope you come back t me soon .Dont cry cause it ended, smile caused it happened .
Easy t say, hard t do .
BYE PEEPS !My first and last romance, gone bad, 9th .
Decided t start posting from this moment onwards .
Yesterday, woke up early enough t use the com .
Talked t Xiaonic's brother, and a few others in Msn .
Spent loads of my time creating MySweetestLoveAddiction .
In the end, no supporters, hais .
Received a call from Qinyu t jio me out .
But sadly, i've alr got appoinments made . Sorry girl .
Round two plus, went out t meet Inessa and family .
While being on my way there, was reminded of many things .
Reached Raffles City finally, and shopped there again .
Saw my dearest Inessa and Vanessa . Love them much .
Sat down for a little break, and ate some cookies from Marks and Spencer .
Begin shopping again, and walked t some small little cute shops at basement .
Bought new clothes there again, felt bad cause my Mum paid for them .
Went eat at Marina, looked at the beautiful scenary at Esplanade .
How i wish you could be here .Bused t Little India and trained back home .
On the way home, some woman fell down behind us .
Helped her up since she was seriously badly bruised .
Talked t her for abit, and Dad soon came back .
She called her roomates, but then they were still outside .
Accompanied her, and talked t her for abit .
She told us about her funny experience .
She said that round three months ago .
She went for facial and the light dropped into her face .
Omg lahs, she broke her nose can .
She really very suay eh, so unlucky .
Brought her t the busstop at 119D as her roomate fetching her there .
Her roomate cabbed back, and brought her t Mount Alvernia hospital .
Lols, abit unneccessary uh .
Homed, bathed, slept .
This morning, woke up late .
Had a short heart t heart talk with Brian .
Seems t me that our lovelife has the same pathetic ending .
Kudos t him !
Hopped around blogs, and found Johnathan's blog .
Lols, very long never meet him alr lahs .
Then, that darn Daryl Heng chose t give me a stupid attitude .
Sexaye called, said that her angmoh relatives are round .
Omg, said many craps t her .
Talked t Shaobin too . Sorry .
Being my Mum doesn't give you the rights t insult me .
If you dislike me so much, why bother t endure the pain and give birth t me .
You have the choice t abort me what .
I rather you didn't give birth t me, then me suffering here .
Im alr in the worse mood alr, and you added salt on my wounds .
Please, it hurts alright .
If other said this t me, it wouldn't really affect me .
But then, you're my Mum .Sb, im sorry . Sorry for not being able t be your last romance .*Photos from yesterday's trip in next post .
MySweetestLoveAddiction is finally opened !
Do support alright ! Thanks !
Hadn't been using the com since Friday .
And i suddenly have so much t do on it .
Well,
MySweetestLoveAddiction is gonna be opened soon !
Better do view my blog more t read on details on it oh .
Went t my Nuffnang account, and saw that there's more and more views !
Yeah, kudos t myself . Do support more lahs !
Time t blog about recent events again .
After Sexaye came over that night, nothing much alr .
Saturday, stayed at home t complete stuffs and went t dont know where .
Sunday, went cousin's place at Clementi .
Slept there all day long lahs, cause i was really tired alrights .
Fetched Auntie back t her place, and went t have supper nearby .
Bought 8 bottles of Organic Soybean Milk and it totally rocks !
Ate at the hawker center and homed .
Watched the tv, practised piano, talked t Bryan and his friends .
And of course, called Sexaye up .
Sadly, she didn't pickup, and so yea .
Auntie Rose called from Canada soon after, and talked t her .
Told her that we might be going t Canada this year .
Yeah ! No more Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeena !
Didn't have the time t call Sexaye back cause my Mum was using the phone .
Sunday, woke up early in the morning t go for my piano exam .
Saw ms Theory teacher at the Lrt station, talked t her for abit .
Reached the place, and had my exam .
Saw HongEe that Leow guy unexpectedly . Omg, he's changed lahs .
Went shopping afterwards at Penisular, and bought my shoes .
Went Raffles City and Suntec City after which .
Bought bags, clothes, and wallets !
Had a quick meal before shopping again .
Saw Kezia, omg . She look different with home clothes .
Went t bus t Dhoby Ghaut, and trained home .
Went Compass, saw Jansen with one senior .
Saw Laiying and Wuanyee with her stead too .
Went t arcade, deesiaoed Johnathan .
Hhahs, it sucha long time since i last saw him lahs !
Trained home after which, and slept till today !
Basically, rot at home for whole day .
Message t S.Shermin :
Well, i aren't trying t copy you or anything alrights .
I just merely found this skin nice and decided t use it .
As for the ranting blog, i've one long ago .
And this is just the one i had, renamed and reopened .
I would change the skin asap, as soon as i found one that i like .
Sorry t cause you any misunderstanding .
Thanks .
One by one .I cant believe this .
People around me, closest t me are going t that dumb place .
First, it was Yaode .
Next, JoshuaFather told me he might be going in .
Third, LipingLover might go in as well .
Wtf, that place so rich and accommodate t so many people ?
Please, so rich go donate t charity lahs .
Instead of getting our close ones in .
Fcuk that place man .
I bet im gonna miss you guys .
Im alr missing you all .
Imagine the times talking .
I think it would never be the same again .
Please do vist FookYourArsey and RantsLikeNeverBefore !Tag t request for invitation, click on Nuffnang ads !Today, was in a not bad mood !
Firstly, felt proud of my blog now !
Basically, it has earned me readers from Hongkong and Taiwan .
But then sadly, none of them tagged .
Hais, shi bai shi bai .
Went for piano lesson, as it is a weekly routine i have .
After the lesson, went Kfc and Mac t get food for my parents .
I swore t god that i thought i saw ShaobinBabe .
Though i aren't very sure, but that guy surely resemble like Babe .
Went home, quarelled with Dad again over result issue .
Wtf, he thinks that i wanted this type of result .
Oh please, i dont enjoy it very much either can .
Parents went Giant t shop for groceries and stuffs, so called Sexaye up .
Sexaye just returned home from her chalet and came over .
Met her at the lift lobby there, then went t play at the playground .
Was fcuking funny, especially the swingy thing .
Lols, we had a hard time going on it and coming down .
Laughed like crazy, and walked one round around .
I kinda thought i spotted Jianhao etc .
Went up t my place, and Sexaye immediately asked for the dessert .
Somehow, she thought that the dessert was cold one .
So she opened my fridge . LOLS, it's a hot chinesey dessert lahs dey !
She somehow spotted my big bottle of Meiji milk there, and drank it .
Went into the freshly painted room, and told her about my plans t convert it .
Went into my bedroom shared with my parents due t the painted room .
Bang hard on my knee as i jumped on it . (Ouch !)
She begin t try and succeeded .
Talked abit, crazy abit, fcuked up abit, camwhored abit .
Yes, did the stupid bolster thing on her again .
Went out t the living room t watch teevee, then suggested she should go alr .
Just in case my parents come backs early .
She left, and talked t her on the phone .
Kupped immediately once i heard my parents' key on the door knob .
Watched the teevee, and usee the com .
God damn it, im so touched by Sexaye alright, the blog post she made .
Anyway, this are just some photos taken just now !
Some of them were taken at the playground and some in my bed wor .
Gosh, i cant believe im typing this out .
As i was waiting just now, i saw you image, totally flash into my mind .
I was reminded of the times we spent together .
Those good quality time, i just get them outta my mind .
Shit you, stop appearing will you .
Please do vist FookYourArsey and RantsLikeNeverBefore !Tag t request for invitation, click on Nuffnang ads !Hey peeps !
I've open my blogshop alr .
And is currently looking for suppliers .
Please, mail me at ShopYourArseOff@live.com if you know any lobang .
Thanks for your help !
Seems t me that my life's more boring during holidays .
Yesterday night, had heart t heart talk with MinJingGreatestlove .
It's really nice talking t her, but somehow, seems that she's more crazy .
Message t my dearest GreatestLove :
My dear GreatestLove,
You have the rights t choose who you wna be with .
Although it's really a pity that you two cant be together .
Just be happy alrights ?
Somehow, do give him the last chance once more in the future .
I seriously believe he has changed for the better alr .
Maybe things would change, and you might be happier .
Whatever it is, Jean's always willing t talk t you, and support you .
Kudos t you !
Also, Sexaye jio me out t Far East and even offered t pay for my transport .
Sadly, due t my unpredictable Mum, i couldn't really go till that far .
So yea, thanks Sexaye for the offer, thank you !
Hais, im rotting alr !
P/s : My blogshop would be opened soon, do check it out oh !
CHIN MINJING !
SHE'S MY GREATEST LOVE !
Hellos people !Fookyourarsey is finally reopened again !As it is a privated blog, do tag t be invited and i'll invite you asap .RantsLikeNeverBefore is finally opened too !Well, woke at at around 0930 today .
Was pretty pleased with myself for being able t wake up that early .
After cleaning up, had a row with my Dad .
The reason of us quarelling, is basically over the computer .
My Mum complained t my Dad, telling him i had been using it for hours .
And that i didn't help her with her chores .
Hellos ? She was the one who didn't want me t help alrights .
Next, Dad went out, and i started saying my Mum .
She obviously had nothing t say, and was super good t me .
Started with the chore of the day : Painting the room .
It was hard t get the paint spread evenly on the wall .
Totally lose all my strength uh .
Mum begin t tell me t do this and that, made me really pissed .
Went practise the piano after which .
Talked t Yaode's sister, Qinyu after that .
She's a really nice girl t talk t .
She told me about schools, peoples, and about Yaode of course .
Recommended her t Mysoju.com and she thinks got alot of shows there .
Kupped after around 26 mintutes of chatting, and told her t call back later .
She called back, and we talked about things again .
I had t go help my Mum with the painting, so had t kup the phone .
Called Sexaye after awhile .
Planned about where and who t go and jio out during the holidays .
Nevertheless, talked about our plan for the NYAA achievement award shit .
She offered t deliver things i want t my house .
Glad that i have sucha great friend like her .
Mum got really pissed off and i had t kup afterwards .
Qinyu called, told me if i wna meet her at Hougang .
But somehow, due t my Mum's unpredictable mood, i couldn't go .
Sexaye called, and i opened the door .
Lucky me, she didn't laugh at my pathetic state from all the painting .
I was like wearing a stupid Hello Kitty shirt, which i had from pri school .
God, it's really dumb alright, machiam a small kiddo like that .
Also, my hair was in a total mess alright .
God, so chui lahs !
She passed me my food, and left .
Ate the food, and continued on with the painting .
Aren't ina a very good mood still .
Hais, shagging uh !
Anyway, im gonna reopen my blogshop soon, instead of Fcukyoushoppers .
So do wait for my good news !
Checked Jianhao and my Nuffnang account .
WE ARE NOT EARNING CAN !
People please do help click on our Nuffnang ads alrights .
Your help would be might appreciated .
Dont cry cause it ended . Smile cause it happened .
Basically, i aren't in a very good mood now .
Just now, talked t Bryan and his friend through conference .
Lols, there isn't many things t talk about either .
It doesn't really kills my boredom .
Im seriously pissed off too .
Andy and his friend, Kyran's getting on my nerves .
Please, you two, dont be too childish alrights .
I thought friends are supposed t help one another .
However, the case of you two is different .
Wtf, pushing the blame t each other .
You two how old alr uh ?
Nothing better t do is it .
Called MinjingGreatestLove up .
However, seems like it's the wrong timing t do so .
Called Qinyu, Yaode's sister up cause she said she've got thing t tell me .
Suprising, she picked up the call, and we talked for awhile .
Anyway, talked t Sexaye, Jade and Butter too .
Thanks t Sexaye and Jade, for understanding how i feel .
Kudos t the both of you !
Dearest Yaode,
Thanks for the wonderful memories you have given me in the past .
All those times we spend together, are deeply engraved in my memory .
The times you scolded me for cutting, the times we tonned together .
Do take good care of yourself inside, and be good alrights .
Just think that by being good, you can come out and find Ferlynn sooner .
So yea, be good alrights .
Somehow, it's stupid of me typing this here lahs .
But yea, just take care, be out soon .I somehow found it impossible for us t continue on .
Somehow, i found it meaningless t me alr .
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Jean Thanks, i've added alr . Jio me out ohkays ?
----------Firstly, felt proud of myself .
Finally done relinking and linking people .
So people who asked t be linked, please checked if your link is correct .
Was talking t Bryan, Andy's friend just now .
Lols, he's funny ohkays .
Finished helping Mum do things .
Changed t this skin, and is currently creating another blog .
Call me pro man .
I practise long hour of piano today .
Yeapps, im super bored now .
Just now, chatted with Butter .
That Butter, naughty Butter, bullies people one .
Also, talked t Andy and his friends through conference .
Lols, his friends, very funny, loves crapping too .
Hm, currently editing the Chinese project report .
Fcuk you bitch .
Cant you just fcuking understand how much i dislike you .
Whatever you do, irks me .
So you, do fcuk off .Fcuktard, im jealous .
I still remember the times we all were together daily .
Now, drifted apart, machiam like no longer friends .
Perhaps is because we have different clique alr .
Please, i wna you guys back again .
Oh yea, just came back from CO camp .
Had fun, especially during the horror play .
First things first .
After all days of slogging for the card , im finally done with it .
Yesterday, woke up early, and went t school happily .
Was supposed t meet Sexaye at 7:45am outside gate .
But then, she wasn't there so i decided t wait .
Deng zhe deng zhe, she still haven come .
So borrowed Gerald's phone t call, and realised, she was still at home .
Told her t come faster, cause we've got lessons t go too .
Saw many people arriving t school, including MinjingGreatestlove .
Said hi t many, and listened t my MP3 .
Wenjun soon arrived, followed by Joey .
Wenjun was sadded by the fact that she didn't wear her slippers . Aww .
They wait until they're late too, and decided t go off .
Continue waiting for that slowpok Sexaye, and Tiffany came .
Waited for Sexaye with Tiffany, and she finally arrived .
Went 7-11 t get some drinks and snacks . Bought the food bar .
Went t IT lesson and was seriously late .
Watched BOF as usual, and continued in the Mac lab .
Went buy thing at canteen with Tiffany, and went up for English .
Had English and was laughing like crazy .
After which, proceeded for camp !
Put our bags and stuffs at 2H, and went for lunch .
Not bad the lunch, then started t change for games .
Was very hot, and im in group 3 .
Which includes, Joey, Weilin, Xumei, Mengqing and Huifang .
Huifang's Huizhi's younger sister, and they do look alike can .
Had fun, and GwenLee came, played together .
And then, time for mass game ! Soapy soapy time wor .
Received our Co tee, and it wasn't as digusting as imagined lahs .
Bathed, dinnered and started preparing for the concert .
The dinner was great man ! Buffet siol !
Was busy helping Chloe, Natalie and co with the make up .
Had super fun making them up as a ghost man .
Especially, Chloe with the makeup, i scared myself too can .
Soon, concert starts and everyone got excited .
The entrance of the graduating seniors was very romantic lahs .
Our item, the horror play was up next after the Sec Ones .
Lighting and stuffs was a great success.
And of course, our plan t scare the seniors succeeded .
Many of them were scared out of their wits !
After which, the videos made was played .
Gave Huqin group seniors their cards i made .
After which, went for supper, and lights off .
Couldn't really sleep at first, but doze off soon after .
Morning, woke up, feeling very cold .
Breakfast was ohkay too, then went for practises .
After everything ended, bused back .
Basically, throughout the camp, i was dreaming about LeeMinHo ohkays .
Saw Johnathan and Teckcheng .
Gave things t Mum, Sexaye's house, Mac and Koufu .
And currently, Sexaye's at my house playing like a siao dingding .
I love my seniors like crazy !
Sorry for sucha lousy card .
Will buy presents once i save enough de .
Well, Jean's here t promoto Jianhao's blog .
Yeapps, do view his blog and click on his Nuffnang ads ohkays .
Remember help him click on his Nuffnang ads hor !http://fatesajoke.blogspot.comThe url is clickable !
But then, must remember help me click hor !
People, do click on my Nuffnang ads !
Im earning alr, so when i've money .
I would buy things for you wor .
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Back t blog again .
Friday, went school for nothing .
Cant believe that Sexaye's hooked on t BOF too .
Felt so happy when she told me she like GuJunPyo too .
Lols, even my Mum likes him .
Night, went for piano lesson .
Happy that my piano teacher bought me a nose stud .
Went home, tried on my new studs and felt blessed somehow .
Saturday, what a tremor day .
Woke up early enough for my lesson .
After which, went down t Eunos, then t Katong and t Kallang .
I thought of finding Jeffrey, but i dont think he works on weekends .
Slacked at Eunos and Katong, before meeting parents at Kallang .
At first wna call AhxiaSteadylove come down de .
But then, parents was around, so couldn't, sorry Steadylove .
Ate at the hawker center there, and saw familiar faces .
Went t Orchard t shop next, Wisma, Tangs and Paragon .
Sadly, didn't manage t go t Takashimaya .
Walked that whole Orchard street, from Tangs t Plaza Sing .
Ohmy, my legs are still tired out from the walking .
That's where my tremor begins .
I went t Kopitiam t have my Pepper Lunch, a rare treat from my parents .
Unfortunately, saw people i didn't wna see .
Sengkiong, was with Leon, Jeffrey (X.Niu), Junxian, and Jakor i think .
MYGOSH, i was damn chui yesterday ohkays, cause im tired .
And they all saw me in my most unglam state .
Super paiseh can, i kept looking at my Mum, instead of looking infront .
Cause they was directly infront ohkays .
And after which, i saw Xulaoshi !
God, so paiseh lahs, i very unglam looking lahs .
And at night, watched the show with Xulaoshi in it .
Lols, she was wearing the same clothes as i saw her in .
Currently at cousin's place again, talking t Shermin and Daniel .
Very well, tags would be replied asap, as im tired .
From replying comments in Friendster alr .
Jackass, i miss you .
Tags replies .030609, 3:55am
Xumei : yo jean~!!!! tagtag~~~
Jean : Oh, hellos .
030609, 8:11am
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Jean : Thanks Ahdumb, sure, call me up soon .
030609, 8:46am
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Jean : Oh, ohkays . Love .
030609, 9:01am
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Yonghong : how u noe my blog ?
Jean : Oh, hellos . Basically, i went Long Boon's blog and found yours .
040609, 4:59am/7:03am
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XiaoC. : Haha, don't like that say lah. :D
Jean : I'll try t relax . (:
040609, 4:36pm
Yonghong : tag
Jean : Oh, thanks .
Had a sorta great day yesterday .
MayaWifey came round t visit me once again .
Well, paid almost half of her cab fares though .
Did some Maths and talked t Wifey .
Lols, the serious side of Wifey doing Maths is weird .
After which, called Dad up t tell him im going t Plaza t get some stuffs .
Went t see the prices of dyes with Wifey .
We both wanted t get our hair dyed during the holidays ohkays .
Then, saw Sexaye .
I thought that she might be pissed off .
Supposed t meet her at the bookshop, but then, didn't see her there .
So, went there t get my studds .
I got the same ones as ShuhuaAhmei, except that i chose black .
Then, went t get bubble tea and KFC .
Wifey bought her food, and ate it on our way t WeifengAhkor's house .
Unfortunately, he aren't at home .
Called Yewchong and Xiaonic up, but still didn't manage t find Ahkor .
Walked back t 120C void deck, and sat down t talk t Wifey .
Walked around, and homed .
Used the com, t show Wifey Yaode's stead picture .
After that, watched some stupid old shows .
And yet, Wifey told me that she like that show .
Wtf, i watched it till i slept can .
Wifey then contacted her friends, who is nearby this area .
They came around 6 plus, and said byebye t Wifey .
At night, Wifey called t tell me that she needa take somethings .
Came up with her friends, and passed her the things she wanted .
Bathed and stuffs like that .
Practised piano, watched tv, slept .
Had totally great fun with Mum at night .
I was laughing like hell man .
I laugh until my Dad who's using the com outside came in .
And checked out what we two are doing .
LOLS, super funny ohkays .
This morning, woke up .
Got scared by my Mum, cause she told me Dad isn't working .
Well, log on t Friendster and Msn .
And is currently talked t Xumei, Jianhao and Ahkor .
Just finished replying t comments and hopping blogs .
You and just you .I thought that we should stop alr .
You suddenly go mia, and didn't contact me at all .
You know how fcuking worried im ?
People laughed at the thought of me and you being together .
Well, maybe we shouldn't anymore .
It's like we're from two different worlds .
Yea, i feel that we are somehow uncompatible alr .
Unexplainable pain .
Without you , i might not be able t live one my life .
Right now , at this moment .
I just want you , hand in hand , walking down the path .Heartbreaks are common these days .
But why , we just cant get over it and done with ?
Time t blog again .
Well , this morning , woke up early t go t school .
Sadly , bus there alone , and found no one .
Due t my weird choice of clothes , i chose not t go upstairs .
Until i spotted Yewhsien coming in a taxi .
Ma de , he rich eh .
Went up t the third level , and was suprised t see people alr there .
Talked around , blahblahblah .
After which , went Mac lab .
I bet all the seniors around was shocked .
I was laughing and self entertaining myself with the video thing again .
Lols , was really funny okays .
And hor , LEE MIN HO IS SOOOOOOOOOO SHUAI . !
Soon after , decided it was time t leave school and head t Plaza .
Bused back with Sexaye , and spotted Mum around .
Walked t Mac t meet Evelyn and Peiying .
Bought stuffs t eat , and went t Sexaye's house .
On the way there , saw ShuahuaAhmei with her friend .
Lols , very long never talk t her alr lahs . Missed her loads .
Went up , visited WeifengAhkor .
Somehow , he was still sleeping like a dead pig .
Walked back t Ntuc , found Mum there , and homed .
On the way , saw IvanLow , Jiaqing and co .
Idiot lahs , kaopeh me especially IvanLow .
Turned into a crazy market with Peiying , Evelyn and Sexaye around .
Hhahs , of course , used com t watch BOF and NG scenes .
Oh yea , was super thankful t Genesis for calling me up yesterday .
Just t tell me about the fact that Lee Min Ho's on Yu Le Bai Fen Bai .
Evelyn went home .
Was replying t comments and stuffs on F/s .
Lols , i very long never log in alr lahs .
Viewed alot of people , until i came upon Xiaodoor's profile .
Lols , very long since i last talked t him alr lahs .
The last time , he was still emoing and stuffs .
How manys times i needa repeat myself ?
Dont cry because it ended , smile cause it happened .Hhahs , stupid .
Yea , chatted with him for awhile and kupped .
Peiying went home , followed by Sexaye .
Yeapps , and i was talking t Zanna and Hector on Msn .
That's all , Byes . :D
Oh dear , the last suvivor of Titanic dead .
Poor thing. D:
Last U.S. survivor of Titanic sinking, 99, dies
Lillian Gertrud Asplund was 5 when liner sank in North Atlantic in 1912
BOSTON - Lillian Gertrud Asplund, the last American survivor of the sinking of the Titanic in 1912, has died, a funeral home said Sunday. She was 99.
Asplund, who was just 5 years old, lost her father and three brothers — including a fraternal twin — when the “practically unsinkable” ship went down in the North Atlantic after hitting an iceberg.
She died Saturday at her home in Shrewsbury, said Ronald E. Johnson, vice president of the Nordgren Memorial Chapel in Worcester, Mass.
“She went to sleep peacefully,” he said.
Asplund’s mother, Selma, and another brother, Felix, who was 3, also survived the Titanic sinking in the early morning of April 15, 1912.
Asplund was the last Titanic survivor with actual memories of the sinking, but she shunned publicity and rarely spoke about the events.
At least two other survivors are living, but they were too young to have memories of the disaster. Barbara Joyce West Dainton of Truro, England, was 10 months old and Elizabeth Gladys “Millvina” Dean of Southampton, England, was 2 months old.
The Asplund family had boarded the ship in Southampton, England, as third-class passengers on their way back to Worcester from their ancestral homeland, Sweden, where they had spent several years.
‘I could see the icebergs ...’
Asplund’s mother described the sinking in an interview with the Worcester Telegram & Gazette newspaper shortly after she and her two children arrived in the city.
Selma Asplund said the family went to the Titanic’s upper deck after the ship struck the iceberg.
“I could see the icebergs for a great distance around ... It was cold and the little ones were cuddling close to one another and trying to keep from under the feet of the many excited people ... My little girl, Lillie, accompanied me, and my husband said ’Go ahead, we will get into one of the other boats.’ He smiled as he said it.”
Because they lost all of their possessions and money, the city of Worcester held a fundraiser and a benefit concert that together brought in about $2,000 for the surviving Asplunds.
Lillian Asplund never married and worked at secretarial jobs in the Worcester area most of her life. She retired early to care for her mother, who was described as having never gotten over the tragedy.
Selma Asplund died on the 52nd anniversary of the sinking in 1964 at age 91. Felix Asplund died on March 1, 1983, at age 73.
A memorial service will be held Wednesday, Johnson said.
Credits t : http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/12675494/
Time t do a proper blog post again .
Yes , school's finally , officially over for the time being .
But still , had t return t school for a series of events .
And of course , i cant wait for CO camp .
It's saddening , cause the seniors are gonna leave .
Major tons of projects t complete before the end of the holidays as usual .
Many homeworks also , followed by meetups with gans and friends .
310509, SundayToday , went t Ghim Moh followed by Clementi .
Had a great time with two of my dearest cousin .
During my time there , was talking t several people on Msn .
Basically , those people includes , Zoel , Weijing , XinyiHeartheart , and Trina .
Ohmy , a very long time since i last talked t Trina alr lahs .
Super glad that she hadn't forget me just yet
Yea , meetups soon .
Downloaded songs for Uncle and Inessa , and watched some videos .
Had a wonderful time singing together with Inessa as well .
It's sucha long time since we sang together alr .
Also , watched some NG scenes behind Boys Over Flowers .
As usual , i taught Inessa some of by self entertaining tricks .
Which is , by replaying a certain funny part over and over again .
Yes , it may sound lame t you , but it's fun for me .
After which , watched Boys Over Flowers on Mysoju.com obviously .
Lee Min Ho totally rocks lahs . !
Anyway, was contacted by KrichelleXinggan's stead , Ivan .
He told me that Xinggan had gone mia suddenly, without contacting him .
There's obviously something wrong eh .
She wont not go home for one day , and did not contact her stead .
After which , few of us started to get paraniod .
Zoel asked me too , and i told Brian about it .
Brian went Cp , with hopes of finding Xinggan .
And then , continued talking t Zoel .
He's god damn funny lahs , keep nudge people .
Brian soon went home , and talked t me .
Kinda had a heart t heart talk with him , yea , it sound weird .
Brian , if you're ever reading this , just remember what i told you yea ?
After dinner , watched Camp Rock with Inessa .
I like the finalle song sang by Demi Lovato (I think i spelt it wrongly) .
010609, MondayToday , went t Mac t have lunch and t meet Sexaye .
While Mum went back home t get some stuffs , stayed at Mac with Sexaye .
JoshuaFather spotted us in there and came round t say hi .
Due t the time constraint , couldn't talk t him much thought i've much t say .
Took 372 t school with Mum and Sexaye .
Saw ShuhuaMeimei together with JodyChocolate .
Went t hall , for the CO camp concert thingy .
Chose the songs , and planned about the items .
God , i was so sleepy lahs .
Was like sleeping after some time lahs , stupid pig me .
Anyway that , homed with Mum as i have no idea where Sexaye went t .
Drank cold drinks as the weather was super hot and watched tv .
Stupid , i missed my internet connection lahs .
If not for the fact that my parents kept it from me , i would watch BOF lahs .
Made me felt super bored , and decided t call Weihan up eh .
Lols , he very funny siol .
He told me that his cousin , Thomas , viewed my F/s profile using his acc .
Lols , that doesn't really bothers me aye .
After which , he asked me how many gans i have .
And of course , told him proudly that i've 60 plus gans and i love them all .
He was super jealous of course , cause he aren't one of them .
I told him that Meimei , Chocolate and AngelineLesbie are also my gans .
Hehe , he was jealous .
So he decided to be my gan AHBYE .
Hhahs , that Ahbye of mine , seriously lame .
Chatted with him for 20 mins before my Mum got pissed off .
Told Ahbye t call me back in a few mintutes time and continued talking .
Was talking about JianhuiDaddy and some other people around this area .
Ahbye ahs , seriously stupid , thinking i never go Toa Payoh before .
Walaos , my cousin used t be staying there ohkays .
Anyway , i tried calling KrichelleXinggan up and had no response .
God , that Xinggan , really got me fed up and worried lahs .
Shitshitshit , i realised my energy level's getting lower , falling asleep easily .
Ohyea , today's 1st June alr lahs .
Time passed so quickly , making me unable t look what's happening around .
Basically , throughout all this while , kinda feel im drifting apart .
With all my closest gans and friends .
Including , CherylDumbdumb , LipingLover and NicoletteHoneylove .
I felt so bad , just because of the change i had t make in myself .
I actually didn't talk t so many gans and friends for quite sometime .
I know that Dumbdumb feels that change in me alr .
Last time , the person who knows me best is her .
And now , i had only t explain the things happening t me slowly
Anyway , t put it shortly , i just fell bad yea .
Like even me and ShaobinBabe is really and seriously drifting apart .
3rd June , Lover's court .
5th June , Honeylove's court .
14th June , ShaobinBabe's court .
And im seriously worried okays .
Imagine the time we spent talking t each other .
Im really afraid we would lost contact with each other eh .
So im trying t push out time t attend their court sessions , i swear i would .
Also , felt bad about WeifengAhkor .
I promised that i would celebrate his birthday for him before .
And yet , on the day itself , me myself was grounded for disgusting results .
Fcuk it , i hate this feeling .
020609, TuesdayI aren't feeling very good eh .
Woke up early at around 10am .
God , im still super tired alrights .
Yesterday night , after returning from school .
Watched tv like nobody's business .
Got super pissed off eh .
Some actor in Singapore , the dont know what Chen Jian Bing .
Yeapps , he alr say that there's no third party in his marriage alr .
But then , the people still insisted there is .
And the third party is the assistant of him .
Lols , he alr said alr lahs .
He said he and his wife filed for divorce during October last year .
And the assistant only came this year , during January .
Hhahs , which of his words the audience didn't understand man .
Typical kpo Singaporeans they are , those aunties and uncles .
It's also other people's business , guan ni pi shi .
Kpo so much also cant do anything , guan hao zi ji bahs .
Was also making cards for some special reasons .
The cards i made aren't very good , but still , i put in effort ohkays .
Was listening t songs and stuffs like that .
Flashbacks of my past with him , started in my mind .
I regretted the choice of the path i should take man .
I dont know what t do siol .
It's feels very terrible , like gonna die soon .
Anyway , called Sexaye up .
Talked t her for awhile and went t bathe .
WeihanAhbye didn't call back eh .
He's so gonna die if i ever see him again , which is obvious .
Well , still doing my cards . I need t complete alot eh .
Diediedie alr lahs , i dont know if i've enough time lahs .
But still , needa chiong ah chiong t complete it .
Hais , see , i so wuxim eh .
God , i feel so bored leys .
Totally rotting at home alr lahs .
I bet i would turn into a piece of rotten pig before the holidays end mans .
Oh dear , siansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansian .
Quarelled with Mum and stuffs like that .
Anyway , saw Yaode with his stead with Yewchong and co i think .
Hhahs , bet i alr know who he's stead is alr.
Sometimes , i really regretted what i did in the past .
I was torn apart , by all those guilt in my mind .
I feel so bad , helpless .
There's like totally no one i feel that i could trust .
I need a listening ear .This is t my dearest , if you're ever reading this .
Babe , im sorry t you .
Firstly , i dont seem t be a good enough girlfriend for you .
I cant go out as i wish t meet you , due t my strict parents .
Secondly , even if i had the time , i would have many things to complete .
Seriously , i dont feel that im good enough for you .
I bet the both of us are tired out from this relationship .
Cause we cant meetup as often as we wished .
I know that you're angry with me just that you didn't say out .
I know that you're a too good boyfriend i could ever have .
I know that you're always there for me .
But still , i somehow feel that there's a barrier between us .
Well , tell me how t salvage our relationship now , cause i simply have no idea .
