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Last updated , O611O9 .
Fashion-wise

Jelly bag

Nose piercing

Labret piercing

Septum piercing

Freaking get a fringe

New shorts

New clothes

New shoes

Clip-on coloured extensions

Outing-wise

Meetup with AngelSuperbaby, again

Meetup with Isabel, again

Meetup with Meiqi

Meetup with Frazer, again

Meetup with LongBoon

Drinking session with friends

Meetup with Novita, again

Class bbq

Chalets

Meetups with anyone, anywhere !

T do-wise

Remember bring Daryl's present

Do Weikang's fansign card

Fold hearts, more hearts

Do someone's surprise stuffs

Send pictures t Weikang

Movies-wise

Tsunami

Imagine That

Other-wise

Moremore pretty coloured pens

Scream&Shout

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Fuckmylife. Everything's going wrong now. Lost in the game of love, got a 40th position in a class of forty human beings, no more pure History next year, parents health. Why are all this problems coming at the same time now ? How am I supposed t explain t my parents ? How can I control the urge not t call him ? How do I study more efficiently ? WHAT AM I SUPPOSED T DO NOW ?!

I had enough.

I miss you alot boy, it's been a week.
为什么你要在我最需要你的时候离开我？ )":



FYI, I've addded songs on my blog. Still longer hear t listen t those songs. I've got seventyfour of them alrights.


Just some pictures from slacking with Novita and co from the other day. All her and Jomin one.







Yes, was about t blog in the school lab just now after doing some stupid survey when some idiot totally checked on me , put my screen on the front computer, for everyone t see. Silly mofo.

Had good time talking and stuffs like that. Fire drills again, damn gross t sit on the field. Bye, gonna go do cards.


Yayness, Jean's backkkkkkkkkkkkkk yo.
241OO9, Saturday
Theory lessons over at Plaza as usual. Brunched and called few buddies and DerrickTeddy. Was bored ttm as I was alone at home. Had a great time talking t Teddy for probably round few hours. That's the reason why I adore calling him up and disturb him ok ! Laughs. Justin called me and I've got the shock of my life aye. Wellwell, used the computer aftermath, and Plurked ofcourse. Went out t Plaza Sing at round 7 plus. Walked around the place alone and etc. Headed t Citisquare and met parents there, saw Joash and Mr Lim. Wtf, Mr Lim looks rather funny in home clothes. Not used t it. Went Mustafa afterwards. It's really nice t shop there, though there are manymanymany (coughs) there. A variety of things t buy and yes, bought alotalot of things. Homed at round 1am. Hit the pillows immediately after bathing.

P/S : Sadly, LeeMinHo wasn't at Plaza Sing due t the big crowd.

251OO9, Sunday
Ghim Moh early and headed t Clementi. Went t People's Park Complex t change money for Korea trip. Ate the famous don't know what porridge and yes, it's yummy aye. Walk here and there aimlessly. And homed.

261OO9, Monday
No school for the day, shag whole day cause was locking myself in the room again. Sorry t have made Novita, Meiqi and their steads t wait so long for me, was damn dulan because of Mum. Basketball court, puffed. Wtf, Andy came. I thought he's tall all along and it turns out that he's even shorter than me. Wth. Headed t 140 there. Saw JianhuiDaddy and talked t him. Novita and Meiqi sent me back home before proceeding off themselves. Great day.

Love Horoscope for the day :
If you have been experiencing any challenges when it comes to romance, Aquarius, today would be a good day to try and clear things up. There may be some grievances on the table, or some issues that have been causing frustration, and today is a good day to try and let things go. You may find personal subjects come to the table today, and if you have been hanging on to issues from the past, conversation will help you release those issues today. If you do not take the time to really examine what the source of these grievances are, they are not going to go away by simply ignoring them. You know what you desire and what you deserve, so today is the day to make sure you get that.

This is so fucking true. D:

271OO9, Tuesday
Schooled, get things from Irina (Thanks girl). After school, void deck with JeremyElmopartner, homed. Going out with Frazer (I think) at night.

Love Horoscope for the day :
You have not been adequately paying attention to your energy levels, Aquarius, and this may affect your romantic affairs today. It could be that you are assuming you have more time on your schedule for romance than you actually do, so take a minute to double check what is on the agenda today. Whether you are single or attached, you may come across a situation of double booking today, and you will need to handle this situation with a bit of charm or you will ruffle some feathers in the process. Take some time to clear out your backlog, and you will find you wind up with more time for romance than you thought you would.

Can't you just freaking stay outta my mind, bob.

Edited.

Ok, fucktards. My mind's going haywire and I've officially lost control of my life. All the burden's are on my shoulders and no one's there t help me anymore. Seems like I'm blamed for everything, even things that I ain't aware of. Wtf is this, where's the logic. My grades has been dropping like fuck shit, parents are having some health problems, love ones are leaving one by one and everything seems t be my fault. For the slightest things, parents would blame on me. Everything's my fucking fault nao. Wtf. I had enough of my life seriously.


Sorry, but I ain't gonna go gaga over you ever again.
Congratz t me aye. I've sorted out how I felt alr. I felt seriously much better.

T someone :
Once upon a time, I fell so deep in love with you. You were my everything, all that I needed t survive. But now, I've woke up from the unrealistic dream and I ain't gonna care anymore. I feel so stupid right now. It would be hard t forget, all those sweet things you've said or what so ever. But darling, no, you aren't gonna be in my mind anymore. At least, I could try. It's idiotic, how your name always appear in my daily life. It's like killing me. I ain't no dog of yours so you don't come and go as you wish. Well, here's a piece of advice for you. Don't continue honging you nigger. (:


Sonata in D minor (No.25 from Raccolta di varie sonate, Book 2)

Had great fun yesterday. Webcamed with my oversea relatives and painted my nails black you know, and I love it ! Pretty lazy t name the details. Sorry aye.

Today, school was pretty fine. I gave Daryl chocolate in the morning aye ! Student Forum was full of laughter. The Literature movie was interesting and touching. I fucking cried of that movie. Wtf. Well, I hate the feeling of losing love ones. D: Ohmy, Justin came t school today. Pretty shocked.

Heh. I've found the details of the movie shown today. It's called the "Dead Poet Society".


That movie is produced in 1989. That is shocking enough ok, like it's 20 years ago. Somemore, you know the Neil Perry in the show ? The most handsome one among the lot ? Hm, his real name is called Robert Sean Leonard. And you know what ? You might think he's the best looking guy but then, that's like freaking years ago. So, compare the two following pictures.



Pretty shocking yea ? So different from the handsome, clever boy image we saw today.
Andand, here's Todd Anderson.




And here's Knox Overstreet, the one who's so in love with Chris.


And most importantly, Mr.Keating !


Well, that's how he looks like now. Hehe, lazy t find other photos and upload them on Photobucket. :x
Now, here's some interesting quotes from the movie.
" Carpe Diem "
It simply means "Seize the day" in Latin.

This was what Todd Anderson wrote.

For more info about the movie, click here.

" I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived."
That's the phrase Neil Perry had t say before the start of each Dead Poets Society meetings.

Overall, a very meaningful movie.

Yawps !

Your Love Horoscope
Your needs have not been attended to the way you would normally like, Aquarius, and this may make for some discomfort when it comes to love today. You may experience a sense of uneasiness if you are not getting exactly what you want when it comes to love. Whether you are single or attached, you will need to put yourself out there a little bit more, and possibly recreate some emotional attachments. These attachments may simply be with yourself, as you are the only person that can exact the change that you need in your life. When you depend too much on another person for your own happiness, then you are not really living your own life, are you? Take the steps you need today to get what YOU need, and your romantic goals will be realized sooner than you think.

YAY ! I SAW YAODE ONLINE TODADY !
Sadly, didn't managed t talk t him. Cause by the time he replied, I'm alr away.
But neverminds, there would be a second time ! Hope he's doing fine. D:

I miss that someone since 14/211OO9. D:





Sorry, but I love you.
Totally didn't remember t update blog yesterday night. Too bad, was too busy on the phone. Was having a great time talking t Novita and HuilinElmostead. I was like so high lah. Then Novita and Elmostead was medium and low. Wtf. They need some serious high training. Hoho. I'm crazy now. I know. Mwahah. Talked, pianoed, tved. Later at night, MayaWifey called t jio me out. Aftermath, talked t someone for quite sometime, till I got scolded. And the moothafooking someone fucking refused t hang up, and I had t pluck out the phone lines. Laughs. Ohyea, before I forget, veryvery sorry t Frazer. Was originally supposed t ton with him on Saturday night but I forgot.

Wellwell, I visited Stomp and found loads of interesting articles. I'm pretty much disgusted by some too. Yucks.

Hm, let's talk about tattoos and piercings.
If you take a look at my wishlist at the side bar, you would realise that after getting a nose piercing, I would actually wna get a septum, labret and tongue piercing.



I would mostly get a septum piercing first. I've got this friend called Meiqi, she pierced her septum recently and she said it wasn't painful at all. Probably, the reason why I wna get the septum piercing first was also because it seems less scary then labret or tongue piercing. It's like almost no side effects or what so ever. For more about septum piercings, click here.

P/S : YAY ! ShiyingSiaoeh got my lashes alr !


Jean's back t blog. (:
171OO9, Saturday
Went out t Plaza early in the morning, just t find that Cristofori was closed for Deepavali and therefore, my theory lesson was cancelled. Wet market with Mum. It's damn smelly and dirty. Went back home, practised the piano and slept. Yours Truly was veryvery tired ok. Woke up after don't know how long. And started doing crap shit stuff. I needa distract myself. After sometime, headed t Old Airport Road. The food there was simply great ! Yumyum. Aftermath, went t Expo. There's Metro sale you see. Bought seriously alotalot of things. I'm so happy that night ok. I saw bodyspray. And thought of someone's Armani bodyspray. Fuck this thinking. HomeSweetHome, bathed, tved and sleeped.

181OO9, Sunday
Boring Sunday. No special. Went t grandparents' house at Ghim Moh as usual. Headed t my cousin's place and had a great time with my two cousins, Inessa and Vanessa. Sadly, no pictures were taken neh. Helped Inessa with her AEP Exam Prep Work. Her drawings are truly nice. But then, Vanessa keep kajiao us neh. Veryveryvery noisy. But then, she's still cute t the max. Happy time watching the telly too. Had a small heart t heart talk with Inessa. It was the first proper one and it was great. Told her everything about me and someone. Homed, bathed and so on. Lazy t update eh.

I just read my first blog post till the recent ones again. It's amazing how much I've matured throughout the years. My first blog post ever, was like way back into 2OO6 when I was like still 11 years old. I still twitted like shit. And this was how I talked :

hIiEs. hOw aRre yOux ? gOrt miSs mIeex ?

Thinking back, it's moothafooking funny. Laughs. Sigh, time just passes by so quickly. Didn't it ?

Laalaalaa. Had no idea what t blog about right now. Shall go practise piano and update at night instead ! Bye readers ! (:

Fyi, no pictures cause I'm lazy t find.



The only person I need now, is you.
Hey motherfuckers !
Really sorry for my attitude these days. I've been back t my slacking ways alr. Asking me why could probably be the lamest thing you could do. Cause obviously I'm moodless. It's really horrible feeling ah.

Yesterday night, could be one of my saddest night also. I miss that special someone so much suddenly. I don't know why. It's like an important part of me, taken away. Also, had a huge tiff with parents. It's killing me dear.

Had the last paper today. Had no idea what I was doing or drawing, totally blank mind. My mind's like totally drifting t some other parts of Singapore, t someone, who doesn't even care. I kept thinking and thinking of that someone. Argh. After the paper, went Compass with YijunFuckpartner. Waited for her friend, Rayner t arrived before heading t Kfc t accompany him for breakfast. Aftermath, he took bus t somewhere in Singapore and left me and Fuckpartner, having no idea what t do. Decided t go for breakfast at Kfc too. Bought the toaster meal. It's damn disgusting. You know what's the combination of the toaster ? It's a combination of loads of scrambled eggs, hashbrown and bacon. Seriously, it's way too eggy. Darnit, wasted money again. I swear I'm never gonna have that for breakfast ever again. Grossed out. Chatted with Fuckpartner there before going t the photo shop t get her pictures printed. It's fucking funny, cause I'm like deesiaoing her all the way. Walked around Compass, and finally t the library. Browsed through a dessert cookbook. Laughs, can't decided what t make. Afterwhich, Fuckpartner headed home while I went back t school. Called that someone, and argh, forget it. Walked back home with Mum, had a heart t heart talk with her. But still, I didn't tell her problems between me and someone obviously.

Homed and Plurked. Didn't feel better. Cause I miss that someone. D:

Boy, forgive me will ya ?

看着我流泪，你头也不回看我一眼。
但我现在最需要的是你。

No words can explain my love for you.